burned for beauty

You are the only being I love more than music. I would rather go blind than see you unfulfilled. I would give my ears if it helps you to hear. My eyes, for you to see. 

Yes, I love you more than music. I do. 

You are free to do anything on this planet and this is where you have decided? To bring joy and freedom? You give me respect and show gratitude. Humble. I will never possess you. I refuse to be a possession. 

I can be a base. I can hold it down when things get hectic. I spent years torturing myself and making sure I could handle all types of pain. Internal. External. Emotional. Spiritual. Physical. Abstained from mirrors. Isolation. I gave away my purpose to selfishly indulge in company and wasted time. I refuse to waste another minute alive, asleep. I value myself. I value my time. I value the time I spend with myself, now. Being alone is no longer torture and I’ve reached the point where I have unconditional love to give- that is true. Time is love.  

I want to spend my time in this temple. Please allow me to reintroduce myself.